Joao Nascimento this has me in tears. It resonates so much. Your words are hauntingly beautiful and sad, I empathize completely. I too feel that if it were not for my constant thirst of knowledge, wanting to see how things go, I would have taken the darker road myself long ago.
Thank you for sharing this with us. It’s heartwrenching and raw, and I know it’s real.
Take care my friend, here’s hoping for less pain whenever possible. Xoxo