Thank you for sharing this. I was in a similar situation, many years ago, when I was a phone sex operator.

For the regular per minute fee, plus quite a hefty deposit, callers could engage with performers who would act out anything they asked about.

My character model (we didn’t use our real pictures) appeared to be a “teen”, though she was “19”. So, I got a lot of the incest calls.

The first time I got one, I was so shaken by the experience, I didn’t think I could ever do it again. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I was acting. They may not have been, but I was. As long as I treated it as a role, I could handle it.

I also hoped if that was a true fantasy, that by acting it out with me over the phone, it may keep them from doing it IRL. How’s that for getting around your own morals? lol

It’s a slippery slope, but one that someone is going to navigate, even if you don’t.

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