Tim, first of all, thank you for sharing and being so open. Second, it is not even nearly impossible. Anything you set your mind to is possible. The fact that you so openly admit what you feel are the mistakes you’ve made is the first step. It sounds like you are taking the steps you need to in order to right your path. You didn’t get where you are overnight, nor will things get better overnight. One step/day at a time. As you stated, balance is so very important. You have your partner, you still have your mum, and you have goals. Balance them all together, and you have the makings of a fantastic life. Be well. ❤