Your admiration means a lot to me. We have both definitely been through a lot. I believe that the future holds better things, but I am also aware that things can change, in one direction or another, at the blink of an eye. I am glad we found one another, it has been one of the highlights of my time here on medium.
I will do some research into both. I believe I have read some, here and there, in regard to Cynicism back in college, but that was awhile ago.
You take care as well, my friend.